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Yes, even in my own life. Since the move I have found it difficult to connect with "me". I stay up late, sleep late and feel the dredges of depression taking hold again. It has been years, but I know the signs. Why am I depressed? I am healthy, have my 3 beautiful children, a nice place to live and a good job. I still see my SO just not every day. The stress of his kids is gone. so, whatsup?????…