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Music and Spiritual Practice - An Overview of Poligraf
Music has been an essential part of my life since the end of the 80s.
The adventure began during the second of my four years of studying electrical engineering at Université Laval in Québec City. Through various friends and contacts I reconnected with progressive rock, a form of music to which I had already been exposed to in my youth thanks to my older brothers and sisters. Hearing the music of bands such as Yes, Rush, Genesis, and King Crimson felt like meeting old friends, and quickly I knew I just had to do as those musicians did, although my prior experience with music had been minimal at that time.
The feeling was so strong that not only did it led me to buy various instruments so I could learn how to play, but it was also the main force that made me decide to change direction after my first semester as a graduate student in computer vision and systems so I could build my life around music. And perhaps more importantly, when it became clear that I would compose music of my own, it spawned the question "what should the songs be about ?" which powered me into many years of exploring a multitude of domains of knowledge including science, philosophy, psychology, art, mysticism, and the occult.
Music for me is also spiritual practice. The inspiration and elevation it provides is undeniable, and the many insights I have had while practicing an instrument or rehearsing a part are too numerous to recount. Music picks me up when I let reason bring me down, restores my energy levels when I feel tired, sustains me through lengthy work sessions, and generally brings me to a state of inner peace and deep joy.
My objective as a musician is to communicate that energy in the hopes that listeners will experience that very same elevation and inspiration. It is also my intention to share my experiences and discoveries and thus hopefully help others reach understandings that can they can use on their own journey.
Buddhism has been an essential part of my life since the mid-90s.
The adventure began when I stumbled upon a feature in an encyclopedic dictionary that highlighted the Four Noble Truths. That finding immediately sparked my curiosity and a few days later I was buying a copy of The Dhammapada at a local bookstore. While slowly digesting the aphorisms in the weeks that followed, I found that its teachings were in continuity with a process of introspection that had begun during an introductory course on neural networks (i.e. systems designed to emulate some of the capabilities of the human brain, such as pattern recognition and associative memory), the study of which had triggered the question "what does this tell me about my own inner workings ?"
From then on I pursued my explorations and plunged into the Tibetan Book Of The Dead, which was quickly followed by various Mahayana sutras. I also bought a guide to learn how to meditate and started experimenting with the practice.
During the years that followed, I plowed through most of the major Mahayana sutras, progressively adjusted my lifestyle and behaviour to accord with the precepts, refined my meditation practice, memorized mantras, and became a vegetarian.
Meditation and mantra recitation are now part of my daily practice.
Poligraf has been an essential part of my life since its inception at the beginning of February 1998.
The adventure began after the collapse of a band that probably never really existed as it only had a handful of rehearsals, but for which I had already written a lot of material. Left alone at the helm, I connected with a group of experienced musicians via a co-worker friend and after agreeing on a general aim and formula, we raised sail and headed to the terra incognita of progressive rock.
Over its eleven years of activity in various incarnations, Poligraf has yielded enough music for three full-length albums and two conceptual EPs, but never really had a chance to officially record any of them, although some of the material has been performed on stage on various occasions.
Most of the music documents my own spiritual path and presents some of the lessons that life has taught me on the way. Some pieces are directly inspired by Buddhist texts or teachings. For instance, "Between Worlds" is directly inspired by the Tibetan Book Of The Dead, and "The Idler" and "Creeper" have been inspired by aphorisms of The Dhammapada. "Void" illustrates the Buddhist concept of emptiness, and "SubjeKctiv" serves as a reminder of the subjectivity of experience and the coextensivity of worlds. "Entering the Stream" is a suite in three chapters that depicts the trajectory of an individual fed up with the mundane who decides to retreat into an ashram for some heavy introspection before returning to the ordinary with a renewed perspective on life.
Throughout all these years, if the Mahayana has provided the vehicle, then Poligraf has certainly provided landscapes, path, and drive, while the buddhas have completed the picture with their timely, serendipitous, and often magical interventions.
I don't know why I feel so strongly about music, progressive rock, and Poligraf in particular, but I just know I do and I trust that feeling to the best of my ability. My connection to Poligraf runs so deep that whenever I let hardships or circumstances turn into reasons to believe that there's no viable future for the band, then I retreat into apathy. That is, until that unmistakable feeling breaks through the veil of confusion to drive me again. To the best of my present understanding, my own self-realization seems to be linked to that of the band, if not as the culmination of my spiritual practice, then at least as an essential stepping stone towards it.
Poligraf's first album is entitled "Samsara." Traditionally, the term refers to the Buddhist concept of the cycle of birth and death in which all beings in the universe take part and which can be escaped only through enlightenment. Personally, I agree with the view that it is rather that very same process of enlightenment, in which ups and downs are in fact the appearance of constant motion towards spiritual growth.
In accordance with that perspective, the album presents a collection of pieces that depicts the journey of an individual who faces a series of challenges through which they will experience various transcendences, on their way to a better version of themselves.
Poligraf is very much eager to spread its wings and go into recording mode. The boys in the band would be grateful if you would be kind enough to learn more about "Samsara" and listen to the demos. You're also invited to extend your support and pre-order one of the packages we have put together to that intent.
Thank you for reading thus far, and best wishes to you on your journey.
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So you have been doing some Beatle-esque music. Obviously from a particular era because they diversified (alot). I love all their psychedelic stuff.
Did some card making over the weekend but was pretty low. A visit got cancelled and pre winter blues kicked in. Bit better today and looking forward to going out for munchies with friend.
Have a wonderful week. :>)
Long time no communication. My fault. Things have been busy and sometimes a bit too demanding in my life but have had some fun too.
Went to see 'Rent' and also bowling with my daughter.
How is life treating you and what have you been up to?
:>)
Well if your muse has kept you busy, it seems to have been in a good way. Let me know when your new piece has been completed. Inspired by Kafka...interesting. Inspired in what way...as in a general vibe around Kafka or something more specific about their work.
I walked to town by myself and had a meal in a cafe (also by myself). That is the first time I have eaten, alone, in a cafe in years. It felt good.
Haven't made many cards but that's okay. I have no big plans for tomorrow so can make some then.
Which festival were you asking about? If it was the local one. That was to celebrate 50 years of the church and junior school being in existance. It was a bit like a summer fete with stalls and sideshows. I had some blue extensions put in my hair (for charity) and spoke to other stall holders about how they sale their wares..although I have decided,now, that I would rather concentrate on making cards for friends and family. I don't want the pressure of having to make them. I want it to be all about enjoying the creative process and making cards with specific individuals in mind.
Hope you have a fabulous weekend :>)
Glad your week has been a good one. :>)
Mine has been up and down. The plus is the ups were really great. Went to a Ska gig on Saturday. That was a trip down memory lane. The music festival the week before was good too. I have done alot of dancing lately. I love to dance.
Thanks for your support and encouragement with the card making. The stall is this weekend so fingers crossed I sell some.
Have a great rest of your week and weekend.
Oscar Wilde. Now there was someone special. I have read 'The Importance of Being Ernest', 'Salome' and 'A Picture of Dorian Gray'. Have seen the films too although know there is a more recent one of the latter.
As long as the challenges help you to move on, that has to be good. Depends on what the challenge is as to whether I relish it or grit my teeth and hope for the best. lol
Have made pretty good progress with the cards since I stepped back out of mechanical mode and into creating for the pleasure of creating. I have enough for the stall so any cards I make from this point are a bonus.
Have a wonderful weekend :>)
Interesting piccie that came with your posting. The accompanying words were about the importance of self development. I used to run a training department at a college so found that quite novel and pertinent.
Sorry that your week has been challenging, although I sense that you are a man who rises to a challenge...even if it is a difficult one.
I tend to rise to challenges and then fall and rise again. I think that is a fair deal..because I get the rises.
Have a whole day to commit to card making tomorrow and I intend to commit to the process.
Hope this week is less of a challenge for you and more rewarding.
Best wishes
The card making is coming along a bit too slowly. I have a stall booked for local festival on 12 September and most of my cards are up in Derbyshire. Ooops. I have made a few recently but things have been busy. Visiting Dad in the psychiatric unit and de-weeding a car park and yesterday was friend's birthday so was out all day and didn't get home till late.
Need to re-focus myself so I have enough new cards to sell but will get to it.
Am off to Clacton in a few weeks to stay with another friend. I need to see the seaside before Autumn sets in. I want to be able to (at least) paddle whilst there is some sunshine.
How are things with you?
Warmest wishes
Glad to read you had a great week. I am missing being in Derbyshire with my friends. Was like a different world. Still, am hoping to go back and stay with them before the end of summer.
I am sure the inspiration will come to you and so look forward to your competition entry, when it's ready.
I might try making a card that will look good as a side picture but that is a maybe at the moment as I am just getting back into the swing of card making again.
Warmest wishes to you :.)
I am glad to read that you got through the pain and got to a much better place in and with yourself.
I am not sure if the new decor is of your making but I like it :>)
Hoping that having got through a cronic week things will pick up for my father and myself.
I am off on a trip to stay with friends. Some breathing space (me time). Then, the plan is, I will come back and be a better person to share myself with others.
Hope your week is a goodie too
Hmmm...I sort of agree with you that the mind can heal itself. Although, I think the complexities of emotions (through bad experiences and traumas) can do enormous damage to the psyche. I do think that there are times when people need help and support in order to work things through but the question then becomes what support and for sure a 'social reform agenda' does absolutely nothing to deal with individual problems/illnesses.
I am not anti medication (even though the 'accepted' shrinky meds only ever made me feel worse), and that is because people, I think, should make their own decisions about what they use and what they need to help them but I am anti big pharma companies making money out of people's suffering. I also have to be honest and say I take sedatives. for sure I would like to be able to function without them but only so much trauma can be worked through (and when there is no real support about) then, for me, it is about making life more tolerable.
I do still endeavour to do other things that help me. Art (particularly when I am making cards) is a positive outlet for my energy and that part of me which wishes to create and I am now starting to put a bee house together and filling my garden with flowers that they like.
If the sun shines, will be out in the garden today but mostly relaxing because had a demanding day with my father yesterday. He is one man who could do with alot more nurturing from society. Society, I am afraid, is a bit too busy trying to save its own backside.
Every time I look at the bigger picture, I get frustrated and angry about how politicians and the affluent have abused people and how people have let them...so I tend to try and ignore the bigger picture and deal with that which can be dealt with in my own small way.
Have rambled on again. Apologies.
I definately need some meditation :>)
Bye for now
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